As of recently I've been making a good amount of strides in terms of improving my lifestyle. Been doing workouts every day (which have been pretty killer), going to bed at a reasonable hour (minus tonight) and eating fairly well (also minus tonight, lol). Definitely feeling better about myself overall and starting to feel my willpower come back slowly. The one positive / negative effect of all this working out has been killing my arms which as a result has lead to a good bit less gaming and reversely more productive activities. As my hand/arm is shaking then I can't play many games that require high APM let alone some focus.
The other thing I'd like to note tonight is that definitely made someone feel better. Recently she's been through a lot mentally and felt that it was definitely necessary to hang out. So glad we did. Plans for the evening consisted of walking to the Silver Diner having a meal and walking back. During that period much randomness ensued and many ideas were scattered all over the place. Once we arrived at the diner each of us had a reasonable meal (good bit of water) and a small carry out. Trip back was pleasant as well due to the shorten root taken. What happen next definitely got me thinking.
Have to say there was much discussed that evening, mainly about physically presentation, mental wants from potential individual partners, motivational causes/purposes along with many others. It did get me thinking though, not sure where to begin. Regret I guess was a bit there in my mind but always wish the other the best. One thing I've come to count on more than anything else is friends. Was quite glad to see a friend I haven't seen in a while (as I always am, reminds me I need to hang out with the VCU kids in the future) as even with distance one should definitely keep up with people. In all honesty its probably the only set back to my dad's house but that's a rant for another day. A bit more on topic note it really did make me wonder what I'm looking for and how can I help other achieve it. At first I was tired of playing the 'me' game and looking to play the help other game....actually between this and watching the Colbert Report (on mute) I lost my train of thought...not to mention is 2:05 a.m. off to bed night all.
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